so, I got a case of the blues. again.

sure, a lot of it has to do with the below post, but there’s a few more things adding to that cyan, magenta and yellow running together in my head – but here’s the kicker: I hate admitting that.

scroll through one page on this blog and then ask me what reasons do I have to be down. I live one of the most semi-charmed lives I know so when I’m going through something, I come down on myself even harder for it which makes for a whole slew of things to deal with.

I’ll save you the details.

here’s a few other things goin’ on:

the first official ‘rough sundays’ show is done. listening to it right now. hopefully will have some cash in soon* to pay for the server and we’ll be up and running. it’s…decent. after the pilot, I found 1000 things wrong and now I can only find 862, so…small victories.

we’re in a place called LaBelle, Florida – nice campground. we fish. and read. and hang out with our neighbor, who’s kind of a big deal. in a few days, we’ll head up through Georgia, where Tim & Robin have agreed to let me run around Otis Redding’s Ranch before we head over to Tennesse for a week before heading back to our roots thar in Oklahoma.

chuck klosterman is officially a literary god. pick this up and you’ll buy the rest.

robin played this guy tonight – who’ll you’ll know from films, but maybe didn’t know how accomplished he was. I didn’t.

haven’t smoked in 6 days. might be why I’m PMS’ing.

and this might be a good idea for all.

ugh.

*one cause for the blues. my paranoia, probably**.
** it was my paranoia – sorted.